Let me tell you.

My latest frustration is this:

For some reason I have always been able to tell when guys just aren't right. You know-- when they've got some kind of drug, porn, or an issue that just don't make them right. I mean I'm telling you I can tell at the drop of a hat as soon as I meet them. But being the type of person that I am, giving a person just an ounce of hope or the possibility that maybe just MAYBE my instinct is wrong this time I decide to give them a chance to prove themselves. Man I need to wake up and realize that if my instincts have been right more than one time, lets say about twenty million times and I get the same exact feeling each time then I'm probably right.

Then I get all frustrated with myself for even trying to give the dude a chance and I get even more frustrated with the kid for the idiot that he is. Yeah, it's happened more than once so I have a right to be annoyed. BUT I have also known and do know a lot of great guys. I'm not sayin that all of the guys out there have some kind of issue like that, we all have issues but different kinds. I just think some people need to grow up. I hate the guys that go for the easy girls-- it sure says a heck of a lot about your character. Ain't nobody gonna want you but some girl that's like you. I'll just say this and have my peace. I ain't no easy girl and I'm not gonna budge for anything that you offer.

And no, I haven't given up hope on the world..