Feeling Kind of.... Rushed

So I am feeling rushed right now. I've got to take two finals, and then I have to write two essays by Wednesday at 1, pack my stuff and hop on a plane early in the morning to go home. Whew. It's a lot to do in a short amount of time.

I took my cousin and some friends to the Cannon today. Oh food, it was so good. I was mad they didn't have any fresh pineapple though but they did have strawberries I just didn't make my way over there so I ate vegetables instead. I should have gotten a banana. Darn it. I bought my grandma flowers for the funeral and hopefully they can make the arrangement at least half way comparable to what the online picture had on it. I talked to my Aunt for a few minutes and you could tell she was having a really hard time. She said that she kept seeing her in her head the way they found her. I admit, after my Dad first died I thought I would see him coming around the corner in the house and out of the foyer so I would sit there and watch the doorway from the bedroom whenever I would wake up during the night. And I would look in the reflection of the glass on the entertainment system to make sure no one was walking from that bedroom. It's a scary thing when you have images in your head that you can't seem to get out or get over. But now that I've grown older it still freaks me out but not as much as before. I understand the laws that spirits have to abide by and I know they can't come back to even "haunt" me.

So here is to my final that I am about to take then run to the health center and then take another final and I can do my essays at home and e-mail them in. Whew. I feel tired already.

jessica