Sick of it.

So forgive me for feeling sorry for myself and having a negative attitude. But, quite frankly, I'm sick of this.

I'm tired of being in Provo. Tired of the town, the same old thing every day. I want a change. I don't like not being able to go where I want to go and when I want to go.
Yes, there are tons of things I want to do, but it's not like there are people to do them with. I should just face the facts that if I want to get anything done, I'll just have to do it on my own.

I really want to go home. I miss my family and my cousins and just having that freedom to go to all of the places that I know and that I enjoy. Sure, I enjoy the things in Provo but it's just not the same. No one knows the same jokes that you do or talks the same talk that you do.

So if my cousin Emily is reading this, I know already sent you a text.. and who knows when you will read this post but I'm heading your way in July. Get ready for it. I need the change.

Different scenery, different activities, different people, a whole different outlook on life. That is what I'm looking for. And I pray that I find it.