Going Back.

I just started thinking about when I was a kid and the horrible things I used to do.
I bet you wouldn't ever guess it but I was a mean kid ;)

I remember when I used to yell at my Mom or do things that she would get mad about, she would make me go write sentences usually it was... I won't talk back. I think I did about 100 sentences and then I would give it to her. Now what good did that do? Mom just threw it in the trash and it accomplished nothing. In fact, I thought about writing down about three sheets of 100 sentences so in case she told me to go write I could just get the paper and give it to her and say I'm done.

Maybe that's how I've learned to write so fast. All of that good for nothing sentence writing.

I guess I'm just a hard headed, stubborn, and independent kid. Me and my Mom have this relationship where you would think we were more of friends than mother and daughter. But she does play the mother role very well when she gives me advice and whatnot. I sure do miss just being able to go in the next room to talk to her. It's still hard for her to grasp in her mind that in college things are different than what she's used to. Some of the things I say I'm going to do.. such as crossing the street. She tells me to always be careful because it's dangerous and to never tell her when I'm crossing because it makes her nervous. She's weird.

But I don't ever run across the street to get to the Riv parking lot to make it easier to walk to school. I always tell everyone my Mom told me not to cross the street here. Everyone always says, Jessica your mom is not here. haha

Well it's about 2:00 in the morning here. I am such a night owl. In fact I'm doing exactly what me and my dad used to do when I was a kid . He'd stay up real late and eat crackers and peanut butter and watch T.V. in the dark. I remember one time when I went in the living room and he gave me some crackers and we were watching some show.. Who knows what it was . I ate the crackers upside down watching T.V. It's weird how you remember things like that.

I sure do love my parents. Personally I think I have the best Mom and Dad in the world but everyone would say the same thing about their parents. I miss it that we're not all together as a family right now but I know that we will be together forever in the eternities.